EMYUSKEE!

may i ask a question?

this has nothing to do with the discussion

i just wanted to know if this is right

cause this heart and mind seem to have a fight.

i shared a secret to someone

at first she thought i was just joking,

but when she stared at me,

she knew i wasnt lying.

she told me not to.

but i said, "its too difficult to do so".

she said it would be hard

that i would just end up with a broken heart.

she told me to consider the situation.

cause she knew that this is not a simple admiration.

"the big difference" won't be able to find a solution

not even a mathematical equation.

i just cant deny what she said.

every word is right from what she stated.

but what can i do?

its just so hard to let go.

for almost everyday my path crosses yours.

though i intended to ignore your presence,

once you smiled at me

again im lost.

now tell me if these feelings for you are right

cause this time it kinda makes me fright.

just thinking about yours and my situation,

this love is having a hard time looking for a new position.

since you are one of my mentor

such a perfectionist professor,

sooner or later,

i hope you'll be able to find me an answer.

-nicca331-

4y-8m+4d=?

Does it really matter
if he is much older
cause it seems like everyone
is against to this factor.

Moomy just told me,
"remember that he's just like a brother."
That i should not expect
Him and I will be perfect.

Age such hindrance
Should I stop this at once?
The gap that separating us,
4 years, 8 months and 4 days!

-nicca331-

Why do I miss you?Everything seemed too good to be trueI thought you would always be mineit seemed everything was just fineWhat is it that I miss?I miss every hug and every kissWhy do I miss you?I can't forget how it felt to be with youI can't forget all the times we hadthe good times and the badI trusted you with my heartand now you've torn it apartAll the nights up late on the phoneis now time I spend aloneWishing you were here with megives me nothing but miserySo, why do i miss you?simply because I can't forget you!