Part One

I regret...the day I enter that place,

and thought its somewhere safe.

Tried to mingle with others,

But surprise to find out what they were really after.

I regret...seeing that name,

saying hi was really lame.

But you greeted back and on you lead,

oh how i wish you never did!

I regret...listening to your story,

cause all of it were so crazy.

I could had told you to quit it,

but I never did.

I wish...I wasn't nice,

and you weren't clever.

I should have remembered what my mom used to say,

"never talk to a stranger."

I wish...you never learn how to make me smile,

those moments just makes me high.

I'm one of those typical-boring person,

but to you I'm special with no reason.

I wish...those words were never spoken,

and all of these never happen.

I should have said I hate you,

but I listen to my heart, and said "i love you too.."

EMYUSKEE!

may i ask a question?

this has nothing to do with the discussion

i just wanted to know if this is right

cause this heart and mind seem to have a fight.

i shared a secret to someone

at first she thought i was just joking,

but when she stared at me,

she knew i wasnt lying.

she told me not to.

but i said, "its too difficult to do so".

she said it would be hard

that i would just end up with a broken heart.

she told me to consider the situation.

cause she knew that this is not a simple admiration.

"the big difference" won't be able to find a solution

not even a mathematical equation.

i just cant deny what she said.

every word is right from what she stated.

but what can i do?

its just so hard to let go.

for almost everyday my path crosses yours.

though i intended to ignore your presence,

once you smiled at me

again im lost.

now tell me if these feelings for you are right

cause this time it kinda makes me fright.

just thinking about yours and my situation,

this love is having a hard time looking for a new position.

since you are one of my mentor

such a perfectionist professor,

sooner or later,

i hope you'll be able to find me an answer.

-nicca331-

4y-8m+4d=?

Does it really matter
if he is much older
cause it seems like everyone
is against to this factor.

Moomy just told me,
"remember that he's just like a brother."
That i should not expect
Him and I will be perfect.

Age such hindrance
Should I stop this at once?
The gap that separating us,
4 years, 8 months and 4 days!

-nicca331-

Why do I miss you?Everything seemed too good to be trueI thought you would always be mineit seemed everything was just fineWhat is it that I miss?I miss every hug and every kissWhy do I miss you?I can't forget how it felt to be with youI can't forget all the times we hadthe good times and the badI trusted you with my heartand now you've torn it apartAll the nights up late on the phoneis now time I spend aloneWishing you were here with megives me nothing but miserySo, why do i miss you?simply because I can't forget you!

Two Hearts

Two Hearts
by Sherri Havens

two different countries and thousands of miles apart
and yet its our love for each other we feel in our hearts
time and distance could not change what we both feel
for we have felt the pain and know what is real
some have said we would never make it even a year
and yet over a year has gone by and still our love is here
i only know that soon this journey will come to a end
and two loving hearts shall be joined together again
and on that special day we become husband and wife
it shall only be the beginning of a wonderful life

written by: sherri havens 7/29/07